I'm starting to get obsessive again. I've been collecting pictures of my crush on my computer for a while now (it's not that many really...) Photos I've found online. I live like a thousand miles away, so I'm obviously not taking my own pictures, besides, that's way creepy even for me. I would never invade someone's personal space, especially not someone who means so much to me.
Then I've been drawing pictures of him, with and without reference. I'm constantly on his Facebook, Dayviews, Tumblr... I know I backed off before, but then I thought, hey I'm just being friendly, what's the harm in that? Now I'm starting to think he might... uhm, suspect something. Or what the hell do I know, maybe I do come off as just friendly? Overly friendly? In love?
It's just so damn hard to keep away, and I don't even know if I should. I have no intention of "taking" him from his partner, I respect him and have no issue with that. I know I'm a low-life from the other side of the country with less than zero chance on him. I'm not stupid, I'm just... stupid. Okay, I have two choices here: 1) back off again, or 2) tell him the truth.
And he might even be reading this right now... please send me a message if you know who you are?
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