I know you're not asking of me to love you back, just telling you where I stand. And I think I know what you mean by you needing to love me like I need to love K. Cause I do know that can be a good thing too. For me, loving K, it's like I need less and less for him to love me back. What I need is for him to be loved.
I know you're going through a transformation, and I'm sure that it will lead you to what is right for you too. Perhaps needless to say, but we all have our different paths. I haven't always been able to understand all I've gone through, but in the end everything makes sense to me.
I think too that our monsters would have clashed, it was not what was meant to be. I'm neither glad nor sad about it, it just is. I'm not sure what feels right or wrong to me, I guess I try not to think in those terms so much regarding this, more just accepting things the way they are.
And I'll let you be my loving shadow, I have nothing against that.
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