Waking up, never stop

I'm so frigging tired, can barely keep my eyes open. Drinking coffee and smoking, curled up in warm clothes, listening to music and scrolling on tumblr. Can hardly concentrate on anything really, just the pain in my head, back and fingers. Things I don't wanna think about, things I don't wanna feel. Only got 5-6 hours sleep tonight, and I'm not sure if I'm awake yet or not. I should probably listen to faster and harder music, but I kinda don't want to. I can up the volume though.