It's been a weird day. Felt horrible this morning, better in the afternoon, okay early evening and now I'm down again. Sleep anxiety crawling up to me again. Dreading my lovesickness will take a turn for the worse and I'll be lost in that blindness again. No, no, no, no... I feel the sleeping pills kicking in. Not now, please, I'm not ready yet! What if I just stayed up tonight, what if I just can't take this anymore?
Torn between lovesickness, schizophrenia and hypnophobia. They collide and clutter my mind. Why can't I just look beyond the labels for once in my life?
This is truly a tough time in my life, it's too much at once! I need to watch a movie so scary or interesting that I can't lose focus. Where do I find such a movie?
Anna: Have you lost your marbles again?
Me: I don't think I've ever had any marbles...
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