Messages

I’m a bit slow sometimes, but I just figured out why I don't like watching tv. It's because it gives me messages, especially if I watch the news. You know, messages directed to me alone. I feel like the news reporter is talking to me, about me. As an example: if he or she says “The war in Afghanistan will continue ” I know that what they really mean is that "The war in your head will continue". It's stressful, and I’d rather avoid all that stuff. Perhaps it's crazy talk, but I just know it's real. That they have somehow been told to give me these messages, but they have to make it subtle so that others who watch those news won't suspect anything. In my world that is logical, but there is a part me seeing the absurdity behind it. Which ever way, I don't like watching tv.