Random thoughts

Why can't I drink water without feeling weird? It's like it just floats around inside me and it's making me sea sick. It's not like that with any other thing I drink. I'm slowly fucking up my sleeping pattern again. So yeah, I can sleep again... eventually. Got up just now, at 17:00 approximately. (Yeah it takes about an hour to two for me to make a blog entry).

I should take my walk before it gets too late. But I'm tired, too tired to think even. But I do. Think, I mean. Or I wouldn't be writing this, if I didn't think. There's not a minute in the day that I don't think about something. It doesn't make me any less tired though. What was I saying again? I'm a little scattered I suppose.

Suppose I need to eat too. Was nearly 30 hours ago again. Eating once a day is better than not at all, right? And what I eat contains a little of almost everything on a sandwich so I think it's alright. Doesn't mean that it is alright though, just that I'm satisfied with it. Guilt ridden, but knowing it's better than to starve completely. I go to the grocery store and buy it almost every day. That way I get my walk and something to eat, both in one go.

I still don't walk very far, or fast. I just get so bored with it. Sometimes I walk faster on my way back, but that's only because I wanna get home again asap. I hate taking walks. Sometimes it's nice, but mostly it's like it's just a necessity. It feels good right after and it's good in the long run, so it's just simply worth it. Nothing more, nothing less.

Just thought of something in WoW, that when my blood elf casts the hearthstone spell that takes him to a chosen home, it looks like he's talking like really fast. Every time I imagine that he's saying "there's no place like home" repeatedly. Like from The Wizard of Oz, you know. And please don't make me explain what movie that is, cause then you just have to watch it. Everyone has or should see it. Period.

Shifting between smoking short and long cigarettes is making me smoke more or less and when I smoke more of the short ones I get dizzy. I would definitely profit from smoking less, no doubt about it. But will I? Uhm... no. Just stating something obvious.

Somehow I forget that I shouldn't yawn too big and dislocate my jaw again. Painful. You should think that's enough of a reminder to not do that, but apparently not today.