Just went to the grocery store to buy some food and on my way back home I met a guy that I've seen at the daily activity centre before. He's totally bonkers and just won't leave me alone. He kinda creeps me out a bit too. I saw him before by the gym a few days ago. Today he wanted a cigarette and 10 kr and I just couldn't say no. I know what it's like to be so broke that you have to ask people for money, and I didn't think that was so much of a fuzz.
So I was polite and gave him that. But now he'll probably never leave me alone, cause he thinks I'm kind or a friend or something. Most people aren't very kind or even polite to crazy people. Those who have it hard to just get by, the society looks down on them. I just see them for what they are: human beings, just like everyone else. And if any, I belong with them.
Though everyone likes me. I'm not saying that as an ego boost or something, I'm just saying it cause no one in their right mind has ever been mean to me. I'm polite in all situations and I treat everyone with respect. I even politely tell people to fuck off sometimes when I can't stand them. I want to be more rude, cause I don't want to be friends with or even chat with everyone I ever meet.
When did people start confusing politeness with kindness? That's just sad, that people think I want to be their friend when I'm just being too polite to tell them to fuck off. That's just fucking sad.
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