An eventless day

Dreamt that I drew a fantastic looking glass lamp with silver details and shadow play and everything. It was truly amazing. Drawing glass is very hard, but I might give it a try. I won't do anything today that requires going outside or to another place. I won't even go to the grocery store, even though I need to.

Apparently smoking is not bad for my skin, or it won't increase my acne at least. Rather it might help reducing it. I love it when people can be honest about the positive stuff about smoking and not just focus on the negative. Cause it's not all just negative, you know. As with much else.

I'm listening to "Friday I'm in love" by the Cure again. Because it's Friday, and I'm in love. (Well, it was Friday, when I wrote this.) It makes me focus on the positive about loving K. Cause it's not all sunshine, you know. It can hurt like hell too. The positive is when the butterflies in my chest flutter instead of ripping holes inside me. When I think of how awesome he is, what we could maybe have one day. Lol, at first I misspelled butterflies to "bitter lies". Wonder what that's supposed to mean...

I think about his smile, the way exactly how he looked like when we met in person so many months ago now. I've changed, he's changed. But there are some things that hasn't changed since then and things that never will. I hold on to that. Cause I wouldn't survive if it wasn't a positive side to it as well.

I wonder how I'm gonna vote for the EU selection on the 25th. I don't know exactly where to go, or if any of my family members care to vote. I don't particularly give a crap, but I know I would regret it if I don't vote. I never have before, since I missed the big election in 2010 by two minutes. Seriously. The feeling of utter failure stuck with me for weeks after that. So I just won't put up with that again.

I can't seem to get pleased with what I write today, nothing is interesting enough to post here, for some reason. Can't think of a better way to end this entry. Wish I could though.