Real life

I dreamt I was drowning again. I hate that. I fell into the ocean from an extremely high fall, maybe like thirty miles or so, launched. So since the impact was so extreme I sank very deep into the water (I landed feet first wearing shoes so I survived the fall itself, naturally) and I died there because I couldn't swim back to the surface. It was so scary, you can't even imagine. All that dark, cold, heavy water pressing me down from every direction. Did you know it hurts to breathe in water? Please, please, please let me dream about something nicer next time?

Do I feel like I'm drowning in real life? No! On the contrary, I feel like I'm finally able to breathe for the first time in a very long time. I don't have too much to deal with, cause things are going fine. I'm getting better and better every day. I don't understand why I keep drowning and dying in my dreams lately. Not that I haven't before, cause you all know that I have, but back then I had a reason to. I mean, back then I did feel like I was dying, figuratively, awake as well.

I do feel a lot better now, and stronger. Yeah, I have some unresolved issues, but they don't bother me that much now. Of course I can get a hint of anxiety thinking about those issues, but who wouldn't? Gah, I'm just trying to understand cause then maybe I could stop the dreams from invading my head at night. Usually when I understand something I get better control over it.

My body is doing those wacky stretching exercises again. I'm trying to stop it from doing that but I can't. Okay then, just the arms, but only straight forward or down, not up. I'm trying to talk sense into my own body... again.

Oh my god I can't believe it! I finally got that belt I've been looking for in WoW just now! For over a month I've been running through the same dungeon, killing the same monster over and over again maybe 20 times. Given up half a dozen times and raged over it twice as many times, but now I've finally gotten it. Sweet victory.

I'll blog about my hair later, cause what I've written turned to a wall of text containing too much about celebrities and bathrooms. Just saying it needs some editing, which I'm not up to right now.