Oddly enough, it's now easier for me to fight as discipline in WoW than as shadow specialised. The simplest reason for that is that I can protect my character a lot better. The downsides are that it takes longer and costs vastly more mana.
I'm still trying to keep my smoking down as much as possible without going mad with cravings. I found that the best way to do that is to keep using the patches and stick to normal strength cigarettes. In that way I don't have a need to smoke for nicotine, I only have to satisfy my psychological addiction to the smoke itself. It can go hours between cigarettes or just a few minutes, but for no apparent reason.
I'm so tired still, even though it was two hours ago I woke up. Sat just staring at the insides of my eyelids for 30 minutes as I sat up in my bed, trying to wake up enough to put on my clothes. Got to bed a little late this morning, at approximately 3:00 or 4:00 o'clock, so that explains some of the drowsiness. The rest of it is simply because I'm always frigging tired and it's always hard for me to wake up no matter what.
The only times I wake up alert is when I sleep so bad I can't go back to sleep and I have hundred things I wanna do the following day. It needs to be a combination of those two or it doesn't work, so it happens very seldom. Perhaps once a months with a few exceptions. Not even nowadays when I'm feeling better. I think I'm sort of glowing...
I hereby devote this day to caffeine and world of warcraft. Things are becoming seriously repetitive there now, by the way. I've done over 3000 quests with my main character and most of them are the same dailies over and over again. Fixing around in the farm is more and more a necessary thing rather than amusing. Cause I need them to make food for the stat buffs.
I still don't quite have epicly good gear, so I need more intellect if I can get it, and the food alone gives +300 for an hour at a time. I don't necessarily need a lot better gear in my own opinion. I don't suck and I can handle myself in most daily quests. It's a bit of a challenge somtimes but that keeps me busy and it's less boring as it requires some concentration. What I can't do is fighting rares and more than 3 normal monsters at the same time without dying. I would be able to handle a lot more as discipline if it wasn't for the mana.
So, I'm still playing a lot and really digging my nose into that world, even though I log off a lot and do something else in between whiles. I hate levelling between levels 30 to 35. The zones suck and the quests are boring. If I get a new character to a "higher" level I usually stop playing them around level 30 because of this.
Oh and yeah, something is wrong the track of Lady Gaga's song "Poker Face" on my cell phone Spotify app. It's a piano melody. Just a piano playing. It is the right song, I can assure you. But is there even a piano playing in the original song? And it sounds the same with or without headphones, so it's not a stereo effect that I've missed with my deaf ear. I find that rather odd, and I can't for the life of me figure out why it's acting so strange. The song sounds the way it should on my computer, so it's not the track itself that way. And no other song acts like that, of hers or any other artist. It sounds kinda cool in a way though.
Soon gonna go to that weird place with creepy people who always wanna see and compliment my embroidery again. I hate that, but what can I do? Just sit there with a forced smile and nod and say thank you until they stop that shit. I don't mind a compliment every now and then, but seriously, these people are at it every god damn time. Am I really that boring that no one has anything else to say to me? Is that what it's about?
Now I'm probably gonna hear a lot about my hair instead. Sigh. I crave change and creativity, but not for credit and attention. Definitely not for attention. Possibly my own but that's all and not the same thing. Because I get so bored with the way I look and creativity is my way of surviving. The only real interest I've ever had. Expanding of course, but still limited. Okay, gonna go change now. Put on something decent and clean.
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