Unfinished

I have smiled a lot today. Does that mean that my depression is over? No, it can't be that easy. Just because my love is back online and chats with me more than usual. Damn, my world really do revolve around him... It's like I'm the earth and he's the sun. But in his world I'm just one of the other million stars. Maybe not millions, but I'm sure you get my point.

He makes me happy, but my love for him makes me miserable. Torn in two opposite directions, it's not so strange that I end up in pieces.

I really want to play WoW but every time I log in I remember that I have to pee, or eat, or look through Tumblr or Facebook or Dayviews first. I've switched from listening to one bollywood song on repeat to another now. Every time I have to get up and Anna reminds me, I tell her that "I just wanna finish listening to this song" to which she annoyingly replies that "you've listened to it sixty something times already, you're never gonna finish listening to it". True, true.

It's 1:40 and I know that I should be in bed by now, but it's something holding me back. Something unfinished, that I can't let go of. It's driving me crazy, cause I want to go to sleep, but I just can't. I'm not done yet.