I had this annoying dream tonight. It's obvious to me it reflects my loneliness, that I think relationships are complicated and time consuming and tiring and what not, but still crave for it. In the dream my best friend had a broken foot and was a pain in the ass. Her mother was there too in my dream acting as a neutral character meddling between me and her angsty daughter. I had a boyfriend in the dream, or I think he became my boyfriend at the end at least.
It was a very long dream, you see. At the beginning I was interested in him (he looked like no one I knew, a small black guy around 16-18 years old) and he was more like curious about me. He started to like me more and I fell for him, tried to show it but at the same time he sort of shunned my affection.
Eventually we started to find each other and become more romantically involved after each "scene". But then my parents showed up in the dream and they were even more annoying than my best friend. They didn't like my boyfriend or whatever and thought I wasn't kind enough to my best friend. She was hurt after all.
Ugh... some dreams, huh? They tend to wear me out and I don't get much rest at all in my sleep. Even though I slept for twelve hours tonight. It was more like watching a tv-show from beginning to end at once. Though it felt like I had some sort of control in the dream, but just that everyone else were so annoying.
I hate it when I dream like that. So intense and boringly reality related. Funny thing though, the last thing I remember happening in the dream was that I went to bed and turned off the light. That was at least a perfect ending to it. Like really saying I was done dreaming for tonight.
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