Smoking to keep myself awake for an interesting conversation online. My words know no end, I think that conversation can go on all night. But I wouldn't mind, though I am getting kinda tired. Pills. Pills raging in my blood stream, trying their best to make me fall asleep. Oh no, you don't. I'm getting random again, the words entangle and I forget what I meant with what I said. Now I'm rocking myself too, and it's hard to keep my eyes open. I really need to go to bed soon.
I think maybe I'm enjoying my last day of excessive smoking today. Just can't stop smoking, even now my throat is numb and the taste clings to my gum. I wanna play some WoW before I go to bed, but no, cause guess what, it's Wednesday again. That damn weekly maintenance. If I wasn't too tired to look straight ahead, I would probably be mad. But now I'm not.
I'm gonna go for a third bleaching on Saturday, is my plan. One more hair wash before and it will be one and a half week. I just wanna do it before the day I go to Stockholm. Maybe I will look a little blonder.
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