Anna: Låt bli lägenheten!
Jag: Skulle gått ut med badrumssoporna också...
Anna: Men sluta nu!
Jag: Men jag måste, bara lite, ta bort det där dammet på spisfläkten...
Anna: Amen för i helvete!
I'm so tired, my body is aching and my mind just keeps on spinning and there's no way for me to relax. I've tried everything I suppose I just have to wait it out. I hope that it won't take too long. I hate that things in my life always fucks up at night or weekends when no help is available.
One good thing though: no one is surprized or find it funny that I'm acting like a wild horse on crack, cause every single one of my neighbors are just as crazy as I am. It's kinda comforting in a way. That was so much harder when I was living in a normal apartment and the neighbors were getting pissed off everytime I was having one of my moods.
Another good thing: I smoke less, cause I just can't sit down and be quiet for ten seconds and I'm so eratic I won't even notice the lack of nicotine my body is craving.
Even writing this is hard cause I can only write for a few seconds before I start spinning in circles. I never knew endless amounts of energy could be so exhausting. I just need to get it out, get it out of me. Well at least it's good exercise and every little piece of muscle in my body will be in severe pain tomorrow.
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