Realizing I'm quite dehydrated after looking up symptoms at Vårdguiden (reliable source). But I can't be sure. Either it's just me being me, cause most of the listed symptoms like head aches, low blood pressure and pale skin are just "natural" to me. But adding up all of them I'm somewhere between somewhat dehydrated and severely dehydrated. Nice.
What the heck is wrong with me? Okay, a lot of stuff! Cause this isn't worrying me at all, I think it's kinda fascinating. Wonder how long I can keep this up before I die? Would that be an awful way of dying? I kinda hope so! But then it's this thing that I want to try every possible, interesting way of dying... and I only get to choose one! Major issue here!
Why do I feel this strange need to explore all sorts of misery and agony all the time? Don't I wanna get better, like you know, actually want to feel good and stop chasing pain and suffering like a mad dog's chasing a twig? I dunno... I mean I should want that better life where I'm chasing hot men and sunlight instead of interesting ways of dying and pushing myself to the point where my brain melts?
Right...?
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