Finding the worst of ways to survive
withot morals or a will to be alive
learn to live to serve my needs
I follow the road wherever it leads
Through sorrow passed the human heart
I don't longer care if I fall apart
A self image of disappointment
and fantasies about physical torment
Persistant wishes of gaining control
counting calories and let the pain unfold
My world is just an illusion
an endless dream of constant confusion
So much time spent on searching for my kind
so many oportunities I've left behind
A desperate chase to destroy what little remains
and all I can think of is my devotion to pain
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