Alcoholic

Noticing my urge to post comments on every picture I like on Dayviews is increasing a bit with the alcohol. I've missed being drunk without having anyone else around commenting my drinking. Once alcoholic, always alcoholic? I hope not. I fucked it up pretty bad back there in 2010. I haven't had that urge to keep myself drunk for a longer period of time since then. And by "longer", I mean days, or weeks. I just love how everything becomes lighter, fuzzier, smother, easier, warmer, funnier and more beautiful and as long as I don't stop drinking for more than an hour, I won't get hungover. Now I have that urge. I'm shotting vodka already. I'm fucked.