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I don't know what to make public and not. I just keep on ranting and some of it may be good messages to potential readers, but since it's most likely gonna be just me re-reading it in the future, it seems kinda pointless. Half the time I don't really know who I'm writing for, and in what purpose. Is it to educate, entertain, shock, explain, to be a useful resource, be interesting or to just be forgotten somewhere in the world wide web?

Another day with just me and my thoughts. There's been a lot of thoughts. I haven't even had the chance to wind down and play some WoW or watch a tv-series episode. Though I did find out why I'm supposed to wear the binder thingy (they called it a breast band, directly translated, and it looks like binder without shoulder straps) for so long without taking it off. It keeps the area still when I'm moving around and lessens the risk of it becoming swollen. Good enough reasons for me.

Damn it itches so much today, but it hurts less. I'm like "damn it itches, gotta scratch, aoch, should not have done that, can't do that, shit, fuck, damn". Read somewhere that it exists some kind of medicine for itching. Have to mention that to my mother, cause maybe I could get something like that, since I can't scratch myself. No really, I can't and also I can't compromise the healing process by doing so. I'm a master of tearing up wounds by scratching them, and in that sense making it worse.

Sure it's "fine" when it's been my superficial self harm cuts that I didn't really care about how they healed, cause they always healed sooner or later. This is a whole other story. First of all, these are surgical wounds that should not be played around with. Secondly, the better and faster they heal, the better the result. And I really do care about the result! More than anything right now.

Blah blah blah, do I even have anything to say that hasn't been said already? Have I not used up the whole English dictionary soon? For being so quiet in real life, I can sure be very talkative here in my blog. I need to wash my hair, but I'm trying to figure out how. I can't reach up my arms so high and also I'm supposed to keep my chest area from getting wet. I suppose I'd have to do it in the sink, but then there's that part of not reaching my own head. Well I can, but I don't want to do that so much or for more than a couple of seconds at a time. I suppose I can wait a couple of days more, but my hair is getting a bit nasty.

Arghh, now in WoW I'm trying to get a certain belt to drop from a certain monster. But I never get it! I've been looking for it for days now. It's a boss in a low level instance that's supposed to drop (it's about 10% chance for it dropping), 5 man, heroic mode, resets daily. So I only have a chance to get it once a day, which sucks. Even suckier is the drop rate. Coldwhisper Cord, and I need it for my "Arcanist Regalia (recolor)" transmogrification set. I've even memorised it's name so that I will instantly know when (or if) I'll get it. Maybe next time.