Conversations

20:43
Anna: Stop having pretend conversations with yourself.
Me: But you and me are the same person, so technically this is a pretend conversation.
Anna: Oh... never mind. Let's drop that, shall we?
Me: Yes, good idea.

I'm reaping half of Azeroth and don't have so much on my mind tonight. Except for meaningless conversations with imaginary people that is. I do that a lot. Pretending that I meet someone who would ask me weird questions and figuring out how I would reply, and what that person would say to that, and before I know it it turns out to a whole conversation that can go on for hours. Then Anna tells me that is stupid and some time passes until I start again with a new scenario.

It could be a writer's thing, like a tulpa that stays inside my head, or it could be that I'm just "preparing" for being asked weird questions by random people. I hate it when I freeze up in those situations, and I want to have a snappy comment ready in my pocket, so to say.

21:50
Had a laugh with my mother on the phone just now. We talked about that we both didn't like talking to people and how we saw the irony in that. Then also about my sleeping habits and me "coming to my senses" and when that was gonna happen. I said that hasn't happened since I was nine years old, but you never know! Our humour can be a little hard to get sometimes though, I suppose. But I laughed so hard that I cried!