Just got home from a meeting with my psychiatrist and got some good news! Appearently a doctor in Solna, Stockholm had contacted her about sending a referral to the surgery unit there. After constantly telling me about the uttermost importance that I am mentally and physically stable at the time for surgery for like fifteen minutes, she said she'd get back to the doctor in Solna. It seemed like I might go through with the surgery already this autumn, and she asked me if I would be okay with that. Helloooo, been waiting four fucking years here! Well, I didn't tell her exactly that, but I assured her I was perfectly okay with that. With that settled, she said she was gonna get in contact with that doctor ASAP. Shit's getting real! I literally can't stop smiling!
Before that though, we talked about hormones, and me getting them next week, cause she implied that I'd get them right away at the meeting with endocrinologist on Wednesdag. I told her I was back on self medicating with Testogel which she didn't approve of. But she's kind of charming and we joked about how unethical it would be of her to say "oh, good that you're taking illegal drugs!", but I told her I was at least aware of all the pros and cons by doing so. Strangely she thought I would keep on self medicating hormones on the side, after I get the real stuff that I won't have be sneaky about. Why the hell would I wanna do that? It's both dangerous and unnessecary, and stupid as well.
So now finally time is catching up with me, and things are moving in the right direction! I'll keep you updated, and we'll see how it goes on Wednesday.
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