Something exiting just happened! I told Anna to take over my body cause i needed to find something in my apartment that she thought she knew where it was. I was like breathing deeply, concentrating and waving my hands and stuff... and it worked! We shifted! She talked out loud while I could only think and she heard my thoughts. She even greated one of my neighbors... which was embarrasing, cause her voice is like... weird. I told her that her voice was weird and she said that I had pumped myself full of testosterone and that's why. Bummer for her, but I don't really care.
I watched her rifle through stuff I couldn't touch because of my phobias, and told her to be careful in her haste. She kept asking me if I wanted to keep this and oh what is that and so on. After like fifteen minutes or so she said she couldn't find what we were looking for and then she just collapsed on the floor. Then I was back in control again, sort of wondering what I was doing on the floor.
She's never been able to control my body for more than a few minutes at a time and then usually just to write something or move things, so fifteen minutes rifling through half my apartment - it's not so strange she collapsed. Now I feel all energized and a bit shaken, and I can only remember bits and pieces of what went on. Why is the lamp in the ceiling turned on? I really need a cigarette...
Now she's talking about how fun it would be to shift in front of my friends. I'm not sure I'm liking that idea. Baby steps, okay?
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