I'm still listening to "Ivory tower" by Alphaville, over and over again, the way I listen to music. Made me think of otherkin again, or at least remembering and missing past lifes: "Oh my God, I feel so alone - a million lightyears far from home - it seems to be a tragedy"
I'm back to being a little creative, or productive again, in my own sort of way. I've finished a drawing I started on yesterday and made a couple of dreads. Even writing a little in my autobiography/memoir, of course about otherkin, since I'm a little hooked on that for the moment. The moment that has lasted for two days... anyways, it's nice to obsess about something that makes me smile and feel fulfilled rather than something that makes me cry and feel shattered. I suggest you agree with that!
Cause it really does, make me feel fulfilled, being otherkin and obsessing about the phenomena. It's the home in my heart, my true identity above all else and I'm not alone in my strange beliefs. It's about me and the way I am in a positive, summed up way, something that I'm proud of and like. It's good.
It's also something that is hard to describe and write about without pissing someone off, but then again, what isn't? I'm not gonna say things like "this is how it is, period" but merely writing my own version, what I believe it is and how I see it. Generalising a bit is unfortunately necessary for it to not become completely vague and disorienting. I believe I've been in the community long enough to have my own opinions about it and at the same time summarise other otherkins general opinions I've come across. I find it to be a very friendly society/community and even though everyone disagrees with each other most often, the tone of the converations on the forums is light, organised and respectful towards everyone. Maybe the angelkin have something to do with that? No that was a joke, no offence, fellow angels.
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