Really good news

First off, the best news in a very long time: I've got testosterone!!! Nebido injections, starting as soon as possible!

Second best news for today: My computer problems are solved, and I got them fixed for a rather small sum of money.

Third good news of today: Meeting with my new psychologist went fine, and she's gonna work together with my so far regular pshychologist in the DBT-team, which is awesome cause that basically means I'll have one expert on Borderline issues with a little knowledge of Asperger, and one expert on Asperger and other Autism spectra conditions, working together for me. Damn neat, in my opinion!

All that aside, I'm frigging tired after this long day packed with events. At the end of the second meeting I had forgotten my own phone number, when I tried to tell it to my new psychologist. I was so out of it I felt like I could barely remember my own name. But it's been a good day.

The endocrinologist I met was great and we seemed to understand each other. She told me my liver value (is that correct?) was slightly elevated, which I didn't think was strange at all considering all the medicine and over doses I've had over the last decade. Then I needed more vitamine D, and she complained about my cigarette consumption.  Though I sort of lied and said I only smoke one pack of day, instead of the two and a half that actually goes up in smoke.

We agreed about which testosterone preparation to use. She said I was gonna get rid of my menstruation faster with the injections and I said it would be neat not having to smear that Testogel every damn day and all that. I just like it when doctors agree with me! Means I'm not completely clueless, and possibly that I've been depending on prescription drugs for just a little bit too long.