I just got an avatar on Second Life, which I've been meaning to do for quite some time. Just to check it out, so I was only there for half an hour or so. People there were all saying good night, one after another. First I thought they had just as bad sleeping habits as I do, but then realised they probably live in another timezone. I'm a little slow, and quite tired, and should probably go to bed as well, but now I'm all wired up!
The good thing about this hurting tooth of mine, is that my back doesn't seem to hurt anymore. Yeah, one of my wisdom teeth has been up to something for the last few days. I really don't wanna face it, but if this persists I suppose I'll just have to. Not because of the pain, cause that I can handle, but because something might be wrong with it. Though I know my pain threshold is a bit higher than most people's, perhaps I shouldn't prolong this much further. Not only my tooth hurts, but so does half my jaw, and basically half my face. It's also swollen. Damn it, I really hoped this would just get better by itself.
Why can't I just have a little physical pain for no reason without something being wrong? Of course I have my headache for that, but it's not the same thing. I don't want things to hurt constantly for a decade, but can't nature just let me have a little toothache for a couple of days or so without me having to worry about it being infected or something? Well, if I worry so goddamn much I should just bloody check it out, how damn hard can that be!? I'm not scared of dentists, but I don't like getting rid of teeth either, and wisdom teeth being a pain in the ass usually aren't that easy to fix. So I suppose that's what I'm worrying about, that the dentist will tell me it has to be pulled out. Yeek, really don't like the thought of that...
I just have one unseen episode of Perception left, and I kinda want to watch that one now. It was three hours ago Anna told me I should go to bed, but I just can't. If I go to bed now I will sleep all through the day and wake up at the evening. Then the same thing will happen tomorrow... and the next day. I can either stay up until afternoon and then sleep all through the afternoon, evening and night and wake up in the morning. But then I lose my presious evening which is the best time of the day. Or I can stay up all day and be up for another 24 hours and go to sleep at a normal time, but then I'm likely to sleep for 18 hours again. Sigh... these damn fucking choices! I wish I didn't have any! That would be so much easier.
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