Reasons for absence

Y, I just want to tell you that I saw your message to me on facebook and it was lovely. I meant to answer it a bit later (like the same day you sent it) because I lacked words at that moment I first saw it but then I forgot about it. I'm so sorry I said it was okay to chat the next day but then I just forgot about it. I was so busy fixing with my wig (the blonde one, I curled it and it literally took me hours) and then I don't know what happened. I hope you're not hating me for not responding back before now. I still am thinking about what we talked about and I'm trying to figure things out a bit, mostly about the trip. I really am okay with the other things you told me, and I feel maybe there's more about me I should tell you about, but perhaps not quite this public. Anyways, just thought I should tell you what's going on and why you haven't heard much from me since our last conversation. Also I felt really bad for forgetting and didn't know what to possibly say to you. I'm so sorry and I really wish I could do something about my horrible memory.