Anna says "You have a very fucking strange way of wanting "revenge". You basically want to reward him." and it's the realest thing ever. Do I really want to reward my rapist? Interesting thought.
I suddenly remember a dream I had while asleep this morning. I was getting to know/flirting with a cute and shy guy at some kind of collage/high school/whatever school and we started to really connect when his looks started to change. Flaking skin, or rather, it was makeup, slowly peeling off until it revealed a very disfigured person. Like a combination of some skin disease and extreme burn wounds all over. He cried and said that he was sure no one could ever love him and I felt a sinking in my heart as I couldn't either. I think I know what that dream means, it's very clear to me.
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