Time sequences

Tried to eat something today. Got down one and a half loaf of bread. Yay me, starvation is so easy and I'm not even trying. Seriously, I haven't felt an ounce of hunger for days, if not weeks. Yeah, I think I was doing alright during my week mainly spent in Uppsala though half the time I was somewhere off close to Stockholm. But anyways, I think I lost my appetite sometime after that. But then I've had like super cravings a few times during this period... nope, don't try to understand me, cause even I really, really can't.

I'm trying to restore my fluid balance by drinking a litre of water in one go. Almost. I haven't been drinking that much alcohol today, but then I haven't been drinking much at all during those 9 hours I was off including bus travels, as I took long walks in the bright shining sun and it was very hot weather. I've been sweating off half of my body weight without drinking any water today. So yeah, almost feels like a hangover but without the booze.

But it was nice, hanging in Visby with friends and uhm... friends of friends. Met a lot of weird people so far. It's the medieval week in Visby, maybe I should mention, and this was my second visit or what to say. Was there on Saturday as well.

Would you know what I mean if I say that I'm interlocking time sequences of my present life? I mean, sometimes I'm talking about something as if it's got nothing to do with K what so ever and then I move on to talking about K as if it was about something else, but in fact I'm talking about the exact same time sequence. It's hard to describe, cause I don't think there is a word for that. It's some kind of light trickery that I'm trying to uphold but as time passes I'm getting less and less careful about that. I mean come on, I don't know a sod here on this island yet I'm basically, kinda talking about seeing him here. Well, it's between the lines, at least. So... what could possibly be so exciting about Gotland this time of year that would make him come here? I'll let you think about that for a minute.

Or you can think about it while I'm going to bed, cause I'm dead tired right now. It's been an intense day and I really should just go to bed kinda right about now. So, if you're reading this and figuring it out, who he is, please keep it to yourself. I don't demand it, just that it would be both kind and polite if you did. And I might de-friend you if you don't.