Finally figured out why I smoke so damn much lately: anxiety. Can barely play WoW for five minutes before I have to light up another one. By the way, not that anyone's interested but still, Lucky Strike has changed their look on the cigarette packs and it now says "Luckies" on the cigarettes. It's kinda cute, don't you think? They're like little pieces of luck now.
This anxiety is so massive I don't know what to do, but to smoke and keep popping pills. But the pills make me tired and I don't wanna go to sleep yet. Maybe I should though.
There's so much going on in my life right now, even though I mostly just sit by my computer doing nothing. It wears me out and it's hard to keep up with everything. Both the positive and all the negative. Oh well, gonna see my shrink on Wednesday anyway.
No comments:
Post a Comment