Wednesday, 4 June 2014

Blank

I made my own salad today, since I saw I only had 400 kr left on my bank account. Cheaper to make my own, I mean. So I have to ask my parents for money again, but I can make it through the week with what is left at least.

My mind seems empty today, I can't think of anything to write. Seriously this is the only thing I've written today. Like, what's wrong with me all of a sudden?! No, but I think it's my worry and anxiety that sort of block my thought process somehow.

I've had constant anxiety for two consecutive days now. I don't know what to do about it, all I can do just gives me more anxiety. Except playing WoW. That seems to take my mind off it, at least for a little while.

I feel bad for not forcing myself to starve and not exercising enough. I'm just too tired, too bored of it. And now I can't buy things while taking my walk, cause I can't afford it, so I have to walk without a goal, which is hard for me. I have to have something I need to do, something to walk towards, you know. Maybe I'll think of something...

Gonna go to the School tomorrow, I think, and hoping for nice weather so that I can draw or have a picnic or something. It should be closed there now, since it's summer or something. Hoping it's closed at least, so that I won't run into people who wants to be friendly.

Now I need to go to bed, so catch ya later.

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