Worthless

I don't know what to do, I just want to die, I can't even talk to the one and only person that I want to talk to. Took more Theralen, took more Lergigan, I just want to sleep. I'm so hungry but I can't eat, food disgusts me. I have to be the strong one, but none of us is the strong one now. It's just a complete fucking mess and I don't think it's unreasonable to think it's possible neither of us will survive the summer. That's it, I've said too much. I don't care though, I just don't want anything anymore. This life is so fucking worthless. I'll just go to bed now.