Vodka on my breath. Found some in the cabinet. I don't have much though. It might be enough for two or three glasses. And I'm too tired to drink. This weird mood just fell over me and I don't know what to do. Maybe it was K not liking his face and it just made me feel so terribly sad cause he has the most beautiful face I've ever seen. I'm totally biased though, cause I'm in love with him. But it still tears me apart.
I can't write today Y, I don't know what's up with me, but I'll get back to answering your latest message tomorrow. I have too much on my mind. Too much I'd rather not feel or think about but it's just too damn persistent. I think I might have gotten reported in WoW for literally nothing (can something even happen to me/my account if I did get reported but I've done nothing wrong?), school was difficult again and most of my remaining thoughts go to K.
I'm too tired right now. Too tired to do anything. So I'll go to bed soon. That poem I just posted by the way, was mostly about my current feelings or lack there of about that Valentine's Day issue. Perhaps it was obvious, I don't know. I still keep getting reminded of it, now several times a day. Some years the reminders come quite early, other years it's not until a few days ahead. This year was the latter. But now, I need to wash off my make-up and then go straight to bed.
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