Hints and plans

I should go to bed, but I don't want to. Simple as that. My thoughts are running wild today. So wild I can't keep up with then. I almost starve by only eating two small sandwiches with hours between then. Only or mostly cause I was too lazy to go to the store, and too lazy to cook something up from scratch. Not that I have that much to work with when it comes to food, but still.

Why do you have to be so far away right now? I almost outed myself on Tumblr. An anonymous person asked me if I'm in love and when I said yes they asked me if that person is on Tumblr, to which I responded yes as well. "Outed" as in maybe, just vaguely maybe, K could figure it out that it's him. If he doesn't already know, that is, which is a possibility. Like, how many of those I follow/my followers could I be in love with? Sure, I do follow 53 blogs and 98 people are following me, but still. There are only two people on Tumblr that I know. Or three, counting in my sister whom I forgot there for a second.

Aight, now I dropped another hint of who it could be. But if you'd figure it out, and confront me about it, I probably wouldn't be able to figure out what to respond. I might just as well completely deny it and tell you that you made a mistake. I'm complicated that way.

I did my laundry all by myself today. Haven't done that since fall of 2012. Seriously. It went fine though, and I didn't expect it to go bad or anything. I know the machines and routine well by now. Tomorrow I'm gonna clean my molding dishes and bleach my hair. On Monday I'm gonna bleach my hair again and cut it a bit. Just a tiny bit and you won't notice any difference. On Tuesday I'm gonna start packing and take out the garbage. Busy days before I head off to the main country on early Wednesday morning.

Just don't want to leave this place looking and smelling like an abandoned hog-pen. And I needed clean clothes to bring and also I want to look as good as I can, which I always want but maybe a little extra now. Mainly I dress and style my hair the way I do just for myself, but sometimes also a little bit for others. Just wanna be prepared for my trip, as much as I can be. Not forgetting to water my ivy either. Bringing everything I need, leaving the place someone neat, and looking good. Seems important to me.

I should try making some plans for when I've arrived. Set up some meetings with old friends, figure out which stores I wanna shop at, stuff like that. Seeing people. Kinda why I'm going there. On my vacation, the only kind of legit vacation I can get. If you can call it legit, that is. Anyhow, just gonna play some WoW now and then go to bed.