New dreams of you

I just had quite a complicate dream about you. It was a bit scary, but also had really nice moments and aspects to it. Your sweetness, your magic was portrayed beautifully. It started, the dream, with us being invited to my best friend's birthday party (although this was in the middle of summer) in Uppsala, but somehow we ended up in one of my dream versions of Uppsala instead and I realised that we were dreaming. And that you were in my dream, a lucid dream.

We got to the place where I used to believe I lived in another dream, and it was just a trailer this time. Then we had to get to where the party was through a very dangerous highway road. I knew about it since previous dreams so I warned you about it. Told you that the people that drive there do so with no speed limit and they never stop for anything. Literally, that they continue driving back and forth forever, in a very high speed. We didn't have a car but we did have a motorcycle which I drove us both on towards the party.

The ride was rough and eventually we did crash. We died and woke up in the "real" world again. However I thought that we were still within the lucid dream, and I was worried that you might be hurt from the crash, but I found you working on making a miniature blacksmith room in steel and wood and you were just fine. I wasn't quite as fine though as my whole body hurt and I could just barely move towards you. And then I woke up, for real.

So it was quite an interesting dream. And we were holding each other and being cute every once in a while so it was quite sweet too. But yeah, lucid dreaming together with you in a dream within a dream was a fascinating touch. A recurring feeling within my dreams was that I was scared of losing you if I didn't hold on tight enough. I thought that you would literally disappear in the lucid dream. But also I was so happy to have you around, and as soon as I woke up, I said the words "I miss you".

Somewhere in the dream I also spoke a little bit of German with you. I said "Ich denke" and you smiled at me for an answer. That was one of the sweet moments that we had. So, I just thought I'd tell you about this dream before I forget it. It's actually the third dream of you that I've had this month, but now the other two are mostly forgotten, as they happened a couple of weeks ago now. I was a bit skeptic towards those two earlier dreams, but this latest one I really think I like. Despite that horrible highway road, the crash and my constant fear of losing you then.

I liked that it was so complicated and in depth, and you should have seen how extremely detailed everything was. No detail was left out at all. And yeah, me having multiple universes in my subconscious mind that I am aware of while dreaming is also kinda fascinating to me. Because I remember dreams I had over a year ago while being in a new dream and I see the connections when I re-visit the same places. Thinking about this makes me a little bit dizzy, but sometimes it feels like I'm getting a step closer to understanding how my subconscious mind is wired by interpreting my dreams. Anyhow, I'll make this pretty short.