It's past three o'clock and I'm so damn tired, but I just can't let go of everything I think and feel. It's like this every night and I can't fall asleep until I'm literally exhausted. My head hurts, my whole body hurts and is so tensed, can barely keep my eyes open but this feeling inside me just somehow keeps awake. It's like it's eating me. The feeling I have is that I can't accept me for who I really am. Everything that is constantly spinning in my head is now spinning so fast it appears to be still. And the pain in my gut is not physical...
I can't do anything to distract myself, it's hopeless, cause nothing I've ever tried has worked that way, besides, I'm way too tired. Can't even sit up straight. My mind is torturing my body...
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