It strikes me that I keep all the grammar stuff in my head, cause it's so easy. Now I'm close to kicking myself for not being able to remember words that I almost constantly look up. Like lost which is ondala, or life which is liermin and all those words that begin with an "S". Like seriously, how many such words are there in the English vocabulary? I know it's a common letter, but come on. Maybe I just happen to stumble on a lot of words that start with an "S" in my translations, but it is rather insane. I've got almost 5 pages under S in my dictionary but only 2-3 under the other letters, except from some that don't even fill out a whole page, like z or v or x. I've got 6 pages for each letter and I don't know what to do when it's all filled up.
I've thought of digitalising my dictionary, but problem is then that I can't just bring it with me everywhere. I think one of the most beautiful words I created so far is the very simple "opor" which means touch. I'm trying to make all the words beautiful in one way or another, as I want it that way, simply. Now I'm just translating poems that I've already written long ago, cause I'm too lazy to try and create new poems.
Mostly I'm listening to Nightwish song "Sleeping sun" or "Elvenpath" on repeat, sometimes "Ghost love score" or "Beauty of the beast" too. I still get comments on my nails like constantly. Mostly I just find it annoying but people's reactions can be quite funny. It's like they don't believe that they're real. I just grow them out and keep them painted in a strengthening nail polish and that's it.
I've been watching so much Torchwood lately I think it's gotten stuck in my mind. Or well, I don't know if 2 episodes a day is that much really. Now my mind is taking me places I don't feel like sharing. Oh well, I'll focus on something else and see if that helps. I've been playing a lot of WoW lately and that's most of what I've been doing. Got my belf hunter to level 59 so far.
So, there's this classmate of mine who is always sending me friend requests on facebook and sometimes comes knocking at my door too, for cigarettes she says, but she doesn't even smoke. I think they're either for her boyfriend or it's a lousy pick up line which she shouldn't be doing since she has a boyfriend. I don't know what's going on but I don't like that she's on my facebook so much. I mean, if denying her friend request 3 times isn't enough, what am I supposed to do?
And now she's sent me a message there too and I don't know what to do. I'm only friends with her because she goes to the same school and class as me. She's not horrible or anything, it's just that I don't get her. And I don't want to be her online friend or give her cigarettes that she won't give back again. I don't want her reading my facebook profile and figuring out more or less private stuff about me. How do I kindly tell her to piss off? I don't know, I don't know what to do.
I should go to bed now, so just dumping this here.
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